Instead of Narconon I did the Scientology purification rundown, TRs and Objectives and Drug Rundown, I have found the idea of doing any kind of drugs including alcohol disgusting perhaps partly as I realize what the effect was on me. Also, I found drugs are a bad substitute for real living which Scientology is helping me to do. I meet people all the time that are deeply into Scientology and I get testimonials from them all not just from what they say but how well they live.